
20 years ago I graduated from high school. There were some rough moments that almost kept that moment from happening. But I was fortunate enough to have a terribly mean and ugly English teacher that forced me to stay at school to finish my missing assignments the week that all my friends were out on Senior Ditch Week (I had already had my ditch week...or month...or year). While that week was miserable, it was worth it, my high school diploma was an important step to achieving all that I have accomplished today.

I was so excited the year I graduated from Mesa State with my Bachelor's Degree in Education. I couldn't wait to walk across that stage. I literally felt like a young child with so much enthusiasm and anticipation for that awaited day. Many family members were there to celebrate with me. I have the pictures to prove it! I still smile today thinking about how proud and happy I felt. One of my best memories. So, I have to share with you in contrast my feelings today.

Today, I am pleased to say that this chapter of education has finally come to an end. I don't feel the giddiness that I felt eight years ago; when I vowed to get my masters. I feel a sense of relief and peace. I feel gratitude to my Father in Heaven for carrying me this far. I know I couldn't have done any of it without Him. That's the only reason I can come up with for why I was asked to give the benediction at my commencement.
I did not want to walk or participate in the commencement ceremony this time. I was happy to celebrate this end quietly and privately (which if you know me, is much more my style). That decision changed when I received a phone call from a professor asking if she, "could change my mind about attending commencement, they would like to invite me to represent the program and give the benediction." I actually did not respond with a yes right away. I told her I needed to think about it. Danny kept telling me what a great honor it was. I knew he was right, but I really didn't want the honor. After I prayed about it and talked more with Danny, I agreed to do it.
The road to commencement wasn't easy. I wanted to back out of it a hundred times. It felt like it was just adding to my already hectic life and time of year. But, my sense of responsibility did not allow me to back out.

So, as you can see, I did it! Yes, I gave the benediction at my commencement from Regis Universtiy on Dec. 17, 2011 with a Masters in Arts in Education with an emphasis in teaching the Linguistically Diverse Learner.



I can't lie, much of my relief is just because it's over. And I may never know why I was asked to participate in today's ceremony. I have thought a lot about it, and I hope it was for my childrens, friends', or family's benefit. I hope it was to show that I was willing to stand as a witness of God at all times and in all places. I had to stand up for what I believe to be true about how we pray. Heavenly Father blessed me to be able to do it the way that I know honors Him best. I stood in front of many, as a member of the Church of Jesus Christ of Latter Day Saints, and offered a prayer in our behalf and thanked Him publicly for His hand in my life, for helping me reach this goal. For that I am thankful, because I truly feel that this degree should be the Lord's. I couldn't have done it alone. So, I am grateful for the opportunity I had to share
that with many.

Our future graduates await!